Self-Disappointment!

Anger, Rage...revenge...
cant help but
REGRET!
the inner power to Self-destroyer anything and everything!
Self-talk...
come and sit around with me, tell me
what have you been through? what are you feeling?
...
Angry!
at self.. my dear self!
why do you do the things you do
this shield , why cant you let me in
I'm no stranger, its me.. i am You!
let me take away the axes
this is a feather for peace
i'll plant it inside you
to sweep away the dust inside you
and harvest wings you've been longing to have...
Fly above yourself and see what i see!
Purification!
...
why do you do the things you do?
before you get all defensive and raise your blades
don't hide? don't deny ..
take responsibility, admit it!
admit my dear self that you are wrong.
maybe then you'll see the shit you're in
perhaps because you allowed it all in!
..
Your mind is a maze,
It's a tricky place
Your heart is a well
you can not reach it core!
stuck in the middle
lost and drowned
a rabbit roaring like a lion
with whiskers for only God-knows what for?
trembling and shaking oh fearful you!
pretending that you are dancing
who else but the mirror will you fool?!

How can one simply change their fate?
How can one literally escape time... and linger in a moment forever.
How can one take back things they said?
How can one accept and endure reality?
How can one live?
How can one re-do?
How can one cope?
How can one be patient?

How can one simply change their destiny!