It was all fine, I accepted my own defeat! until that word sprung out of her mouth like a poisonous arrow!
Straight to my dignity passing my heart, and my pride!
She said the bad word, the forbidden word!

She said "NEVER".
She looked me in the eye with a wicked smile, happy about my own losing situation! and said "Oh Girl, you must know that you would NEVER EVER win!"

Was I too week to fight! was I too helpless, too hopeless to prove her wrong!.., me laying powerless on the floor admitting defeat!

I wasn't waiting for a miracle neither I did ask for one! but NEVER. is not in my dictionary
That lethal word! God knows that in my heart of hearts I do not know the meaning of giving up!

Helpless as can be. I leave it all up to destiny!
Wait my friend! just wait! you have challenged a higher power, you have messed with paradox of life!
Wait and see how the odds of the word "NEVER" will work in my favor!.

Remember...

Remember!
Us... and the way we used to laugh endlessly,
All those silly jokes and unreasonable giggles in the middle of the night
Remember!
One... the first time we made love and the way your hands felt across 
my body! 
The rocking of our hearts and shaking of our legs...
The sparkle in your eyes lying right next to me, cheek to cheek,
and how our warm breath melted the night away.
Remember!
Those songs we sang from the top of lungs, the awful sounds we made 
How we didn't care
Remember!
The first time we fought and the how lazy the time went by 
How it was a torture not to speak to each other for few hours
Remember!
your soft kisses and how you used to tell me you love me so much
you're afraid to let me go
Remember! when..
we cried together. I cried, I cried and I cried 
For you not to leave me, not then! not ever.
Remember! when
We had no place to go, and no one to turn to
We had no hope, no money, no ceiling above our heads
It was just you and me, and the whole wide wild wild world
Remember!
Karma! she's a witch...
, and the spell I put on you! 
Remember us!
Our strange weird bond
How slowly we built it up
and how it all went away 
Like scarlet autumn leaves with a wind blow 
Remember me. 
When you look up in the sky, in the winter's night
You know where you'll find me.