Tangled

Tangled!

Wish my head stop connecting so many dots

Like a long pathway with so many doors & so many locks 

There’s an ink-pot of every situation

Is what i see real or is it my hyper imagination

It could be a dear no or is it a lion

It could be a tear no it’s probably a smile

Vagueness, doubt , confusion and fear

Strike me like thunder and then disappear

Wishful-thinking, hopes, truth & clarity, 

They come so close & collide perfectly! 

flashes of light and dimness of a cave

i become very fearful yet very brave

there’s an invisible border between paranoia and cautiousness 

& i’m standing with one foot on each side!

I get lost in a blurry place inside my mind. 

theres so many chords and so many wires

tangling like a perfect maze i so much despise and admire