Ever Enough

Nothing I do is ever enough!
and I do more than I can handle
you're asking for sympathy
you're asking for understanding
while I have given all that I had
in me
Now, where are those things
that you're asking me of?
Where's sympathy for me?
Where's understanding?

Take, Take, Take
Demand
Amount Due
dangle the carrot
beat it with a stick

If i was a well it would be empty
but you say I'm the sun
infinite power
even in the dark
I'm always present
but if you get closer
you'll see
in order to shine
I have to be consistently burning

SACRIFICE!

sacrifice for what?
what price?
sex?
company?
blame?

what's the sacrifice for?
price for being alive?
or being selfless?

still,

In the midst of blazing my time out
Like a  modern Joan Of Arch
ashing my dreams away
my youth
my potentials

Still

its not enough