Grief

Time.
such a valuable thing.
they say time is money
they say clock is ticking
they say there's a time for everything.

and there was a time when i laughed from my heart
there was a time when i knew i could reach the stars
yes, there was time i could roll with waves and walk on water
there was a time when they world couldn't fit me
there was time when i lived only for today
there was a time when my heart pounded like million drums
there was a time when i was so cool, a time when i played a fool
time when i wandered and wondered
time when my dreams came true
time when i got all i wanted and even more
they say there's a time to win
and a time to lose
times to surrender to fate and times to choose

there are times when i did what should be done.
there was a time when i knew exactly what i wanted
there was a time when i saw everything beautiful
there was a time when i believed and loved everyone

Time, once it slip away.. you cant get it back
there was a time good things come even to those who don't believe
there was a time when i was mended
there was a time when i was what i wanted to be

there was times and times and times
ups..
now is the down
i smiled so widely now its time to frown
times when i was so high
now its time to fall from the sky
there was a time when i felt with all my heart
now its time for the numbness to crawl all over my body
there was time when i was healing
time when i was wanted, desired accepted and loved
now its time to be abandoned, alone and pushed aside


time.
its night,now. sun is not on my side
its cloudy here in my head
its jaded , complicated , its in underground

Time...
they say, Kill it, before it kills you.
Time...
it goes slowly for those who wait
no time to hesitate..
Time...
its what it is, come what may

Time.
do you have some?
or did i just stole some from you reading my time scheme
Time.
It's my time for me to let you leave
im closing the door
shutting all windows
pulling all covers

its my private time to grief.