the gypsy in my soul...

is it fear or is it intuition? my ever revolving question!
its when i opened my old old note, back in the day when i was a sweet teenager! it took me by surprise when i found the same question written in one of my thoughts... i found many clues to today.
Do we predict our own future or is it premonition, they say you create your own fear! you become what you are afraid of, but what about senses, that hunch that tells you something and creeps you.

what about dreams that come true? i heard once from a psychiatrist that dreams that come true is some kind of intelligence, some people can predict the future based on some information and calculations they make nothing more nothing less!...

i find that strange to hear not that I'm denying my brain power but about the things that you have no shred idea about, something like a call a soft voice that whispers or a vision.
a hacking vision that invades your sight and you can see whats going to happen.
a glimpse...

my life, i cant judge any experience but my own and when it comes to me i can say that...
my life has always been a big chain of deja vu's .
some say am lucky, some say i bring it all around me like a magnet. i say its the gypsy in me.

yet i still wonder, fear? or fiction?!